shetries's Diaryland Diary

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

12.04.03 - as promised
12.04.03 - motivation.
12.04.03 - i hate mirrors
12.04.03 - i love love love love love this cd!
12.04.03 - eric, job, prodigy, jean chretien
12.04.03 - candyland.
12.02.03 - simile
12.02.03 - eric's hair
12.02.03 - holiday. celebrate.
12.02.03 - i gotta tell you something...
12.02.03 - trying to decide if this is good or bad...
12.02.03 - almost there.
11.30.03 - i like words that are not mine.
11.30.03 - dig it?
11.30.03 - talking shit about a pretty sunset
11.30.03 - its been agreed, the whole world stinks, so no ones taking showers anymore
11.30.03 - fine.
11.28.03 - cold tile
11.28.03 - i just don't know....
11.27.03 - back.
11.26.03 - and she returns.
11.22.03 - word
11.21.03 - word
11.21.03 - word
11.19.03 - i'm shallow. and a master of google. and eric is not a master of logic.
11.19.03 - beneath the storm
11.19.03 - i'm sorry that i'm so crazy.
11.18.03 - a cold, jaded, selfish, abusive, dysfunctional fuck up
11.18.03 - thinking.
11.18.03 - who needs a beat when the beat just goes
11.18.03 - ready to be free
11.17.03 - i can't think of a fun title. sorry.
11.16.03 - six feet of loooOOOooove (and we still need lives)
11.16.03 - this is love (and we need lives)
11.16.03 - i don't think it's anything.
11.15.03 - i am not a pretty girl, that is not what i do.
11.14.03 - for the readers
11.14.03 - water drops
11.14.03 - not knowing
11.14.03 - i less than three my layout!
11.13.03 - let's go to canada!
11.13.03 - i'm awake now
11.13.03 - flowers are dumb.
11.12.03 - you know i'll take you there (no choice your voice can take me there)
11.12.03 - bored by the chore of saving face
11.12.03 - together
11.12.03 - i love this song, so it gets to be in my diary twice
11.12.03 - when i think of...
11.11.03 - memories are just where you laid them
11.11.03 - holding hands between bar stools and you're holding your tounge
11.11.03 - the dirty french
11.11.03 - but it all fades into morning when you open your eyes
11.10.03 - it was so much easier the first time.
11.10.03 - greetings from the stone age
11.10.03 - and now i have everything.
11.09.03 - who wants to hear something really gross?
11.09.03 - next motherfucker gonna get my metal
11.09.03 - two for joy
11.09.03 - to those who wait
11.09.03 - only with him.
11.09.03 - it's so nice when they're willing to play along.
11.09.03 - hypocrisy
11.09.03 - car washes and foreign folks
11.08.03 - who needs names?
11.08.03 - tonight
11.07.03 - will and grace
11.07.03 - if indeed she even sleeps
11.07.03 - the heir
11.07.03 - to breathe your breath
11.07.03 - into the sea of waking dreams
11.07.03 - pushing out this breath
11.07.03 - in a world full of ugliness
11.07.03 - escape.
11.06.03 - i don't know.
11.06.03 - close to me again
11.06.03 - woo
11.06.03 - however far away, however long i stay, whatever words i say
11.05.03 - to georiga
11.05.03 - peach trees and boiled peanuts
11.05.03 - waste
11.05.03 - stuff i say you should do!
11.04.03 - right.
11.04.03 - sometimes i love my mommy
11.04.03 - just now, again
11.04.03 - we're going to win again.
11.04.03 - more than a dull red
11.04.03 - butterfly in reverse
11.03.03 - new look
11.03.03 - just so you know
11.03.03 - meeting people is easy.
11.03.03 - sick
11.03.03 - can't
11.03.03 - the cynic
11.02.03 - spinning endless through an endless black sky.
11.02.03 - just now...(take two)
11.02.03 - what i have right now i beyond a headahce
11.02.03 - daffodils
11.02.03 - crazy babies
11.02.03 - just now...
11.02.03 - no job, good night, corny music
11.02.03 - i don't breathe another
11.02.03 - maybe
11.01.03 - like taffy
11.01.03 - the song is called \"slower\"
11.01.03 - sharper
11.01.03 - revival
11.01.03 - tap water is satan
10.31.03 - my only
10.31.03 - please
10.31.03 - puppet
10.31.03 - will you ever feel okay?
10.31.03 - bleh
10.31.03 - coming down like a rocket
10.31.03 - curious girl
10.31.03 - some eva to pass the time
10.31.03 - recalling all the times
10.31.03 - receivers
10.31.03 - red and black, slimy green
10.31.03 - routine
10.30.03 - time for the get up kids to have a turn
10.30.03 - tbs
10.29.03 - i guess i'm shallow.
10.29.03 - close to me
10.29.03 - red letter day
10.29.03 - dan and josh and russ
10.29.03 - lortabs
10.28.03 - one eyed, one horned
10.28.03 - hey....i remember you...
10.27.03 - anything
10.27.03 - in my living room
10.27.03 - boredom
10.27.03 - REALLY FREAKING HOT
10.27.03 - blockquote madness!
10.27.03 - change of mind.
10.27.03 - they call it mania. i called it a good day. [i was wrong]
10.27.03 - i'm not sure what i'm talking about
10.27.03 - love them kids in the get ups
10.27.03 - watch me go crrraaaazzzy
10.27.03 - blue morning, blue morning
10.27.03 - it works
10.27.03 - a ghost train howling on the radio
10.27.03 - over and over and over and over and over and over
10.27.03 - better
10.26.03 - miracles
10.25.03 - counting crows
10.25.03 - it's okay, don't need to say it...
10.25.03 - i didn't know what to say...
10.25.03 - too much
10.25.03 - sunrise
10.25.03 - everything feels
10.25.03 - audio.
10.25.03 - an email from eric...
10.24.03 - the song is called \"i know\"
10.24.03 - a g a i n (some things need two entires)
10.24.03 - so pretty
10.24.03 - past 3am, suburban streets
10.24.03 - dictionary.com
10.24.03 - never
10.24.03 - shadows
10.24.03 - paper bag
10.24.03 - i don't like promises.
10.24.03 - Lady Lazarus --- [ i eat men (like air) ]
10.24.03 - imagine a pageant
10.24.03 - less.
10.24.03 - another soul won over. muhahaha
10.23.03 - such pretty words
10.23.03 - wouldn't you?
10.23.03 - wolves
10.23.03 - a slowly crafted monologue
10.23.03 - and over
10.23.03 - dead campaign
10.23.03 - here
10.23.03 - sometimes
10.23.03 - dreaming
10.23.03 - always on my mind.
10.23.03 - No.
10.23.03 - I HAVE A MEDAL!!!!
10.23.03 - they care.
10.23.03 - comes with no reply
10.22.03 - i don't even like thrice.
10.22.03 - \"tell me did you smell her taste?\" -jared leto
10.22.03 - big stars
10.22.03 - and i said sometimes i don't know.
10.21.03 - reluctance ties up the line with irresponsibility
10.21.03 - i'm a pimp in every sense of the word, bitch
10.21.03 - breaking hearts has never looked so cool
10.21.03 - apparently
10.21.03 - butterfly net
10.21.03 - \"days i recall being wonderful\" last days of april
10.20.03 - maybe the sun keeps keeps coming up because it has gotten used to you and your constant need for proof.
10.20.03 - WHAT?
10.20.03 - no reason
10.20.03 - i'm never last picked, i got a cheerleader chick
10.20.03 - more
10.20.03 - accomplishment
10.19.03 - i love eric
10.19.03 - back down
10.19.03 - the chicken cow
10.19.03 - no defense
10.19.03 - self explanitory.
10.19.03 - grass stains
10.19.03 - psuedo reality
10.19.03 - screaming through time
10.19.03 - out
10.19.03 - the lovely mr. oberst
10.19.03 - this again
10.18.03 - a coffin so clean
10.18.03 - the children's crusade
10.18.03 - nothing.
10.18.03 - no fun
10.18.03 - i'm trying.
10.18.03 - i was hangin with benny yo
10.18.03 - carnies
10.18.03 - the children's museum
10.18.03 - mesh
10.18.03 - pig tails
10.18.03 - eight of spades
10.18.03 - at first it was uncomfortable
10.18.03 - hunk-o-love
10.18.03 - and i have a terrible voice.
10.18.03 - brena
10.18.03 - march of the pigs
10.18.03 - the beach
10.18.03 - password
10.18.03 - man in the box
10.18.03 - mine was missing an ear
10.18.03 - i fustrate myself.
10.17.03 - more words.
10.17.03 - hitting the nail on the head
10.17.03 - words.
10.17.03 - autumn walker
10.17.03 - wow.
10.17.03 - swinging around at nothing.
10.16.03 - amore
10.16.03 - something horrible.
10.16.03 - blood stains.
10.16.03 - piss
10.16.03 - the smiths
10.16.03 - the one who talks when i refuse to speak
10.16.03 - tyler
10.16.03 - special.
10.16.03 - just now.
10.15.03 - an email, a song [pictures of the ocean in an envelope]
10.15.03 - evrerybody.
10.15.03 - the mighty backwards fall
10.14.03 - -
10.14.03 - strange you never knew
10.14.03 - more than a letter.
10.14.03 - sometimes i don't know.
10.13.03 - HOW?
10.13.03 - Bennifer
10.13.03 - wish
10.12.03 - some thoughts
10.12.03 - underjoyed
10.12.03 - i'm having a blast
10.12.03 - one lat thought.
10.12.03 - a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere
10.11.03 - liars.
10.11.03 - i'll show you a liar
10.11.03 - isuckisuckisuckisuck
10.11.03 - ...
10.11.03 - breakdownbreakdownbreakdown
10.11.03 - lady willpower
10.11.03 - waste
10.10.03 - i really, truly hate myself.
10.10.03 - goddamn
10.10.03 - losemehatemesmashmeeraseme
10.10.03 - snips and snails and puppydog tails
10.10.03 - what a waste of space
10.10.03 - this little masochist
10.09.03 - crazy babies little monkey
10.09.03 - but Margery's dreaming of horses...
10.09.03 - ...because i won't remember
10.09.03 - so long sweet summer
10.08.03 - it's not the same as running
10.08.03 - feeling good
10.07.03 - my brother makes me smile.
10.07.03 - and i went crazy again today...
10.07.03 - spook easy.
10.07.03 - bloooooood
10.07.03 - an email i just sent.
10.07.03 - one of those nights.
10.07.03 - funk jazz
10.05.03 - it's 11:11 and now you want to talk.
10.05.03 - no idea.
10.05.03 - ...and let the cops chase us around
10.05.03 - riceay
10.04.03 - lungs for grabs.
10.04.03 - over it
10.03.03 - fever and bright eyes lyrics
10.03.03 - aunt flo
10.03.03 - just thought i should note...
10.03.03 - i am biwoman
10.03.03 - just as i wrote it II
10.03.03 - mis-something
10.02.03 - please
10.02.03 - actors
10.02.03 - on the edge of my seat
10.01.03 - barney style
10.01.03 - thank you Dr. Phil
10.01.03 - hey monkey, where you been?
10.01.03 - albums stuck to bleach.
10.01.03 - because i held it back
09.30.03 - the proof that i've known you.
09.30.03 - only then do you cry.
09.30.03 - asking too much
09.30.03 - another email.
09.29.03 - children's programing annonymous
09.29.03 - yay for mainstream emo
09.29.03 - ...so numb from holding back
09.28.03 - always.
09.28.03 - i just recieved an email.
09.28.03 - end.
09.27.03 - on everything.
09.27.03 - and it's clear
09.26.03 - sometimes i pretend i'm a poet.
09.26.03 - just as i wrote it
09.26.03 - found your writting on my wall
09.26.03 - shooting stars and stomach noises
09.25.03 - if this is the last dance, then may i have it?
09.24.03 - slightly.
09.24.03 - when will the boy learn?
09.24.03 - art
09.23.03 - ...but we already knew this
09.22.03 - save me.
09.21.03 - sick
09.21.03 - fanlistings
09.21.03 - i am gifted! hear me roar!
09.20.03 - these things are dumb
09.20.03 - people die. no big deal, right?
09.19.03 - kill me faster
09.18.03 - a VERY bad thing
09.17.03 - faulty
09.16.03 - i didn't ask
09.15.03 - unhappy.
09.12.03 - maybe they are.
09.12.03 - s - e - x
09.11.03 - too well
09.11.03 - this is heaven
09.11.03 - happy birthday to me!
09.10.03 - i forgot
09.09.03 - the days i recall